We all get jealous from time to time– what wakes the green-eyed monster for you?
I do believe jealousy is a trait unbecoming for anyone, yet we cannot help it. They say we cannot be complete without it.
I’m embarrassed to admit I was jealous on many occasions, it was nothing important, when I think of it now I say to myself it was so childish of me!
Tell us about a time where everything you’d hoped would happen actually did.
I cannot recall a time when I had hoped for anything. Every now and then, I’d tell my little brother , how I wished I could go to London to study. He and I knew it was something people like me, can dream of, but it would never become a reality.
I was once told by one of my profs. I should dream big only then I’ll be able to do well in life. Early in life the tragedy my family and I had to face was enough to make us feel, if we can be blessed with food each day and a decent shelter is all we could ask for. At that time I did not have any kind of ambition.
However my mom was a very pious woman, she must have prayed for us, day and night to be successful in life. I think it’s the only reason we were able to get a good education.
When I was attending college in Dhaka city I was always concerned if my brothers were late in sending my fees. I went through this ordeal the whole time I was studying. I didn’t have the time to think of anything else. My mind was preoccupied with how many more years I’ll have to depend on my brothers.
The only time I was able to relax is when I received a scholarship to pursue my B.Ed. degree. I had the freedom to think of other things.
I still did not aim for anything out of the extraordinary,I just quietly hoped God would fulfill my wishes.